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Ugh! Just got off the phone with my GP. She's not available this whole week and next week she's full so I've to wait 2 weeks to see her! Bloody *&^*&%. Ok I don't understand why I'm so annoyed about it but I'm blaming it on the hormones. Early this morning I made such a fuss going to bed after "sahur" time and when Daddy asked what's wrong, I said, hormones. Thank goodness I've something to blame on!

Ok putting aside the fact that I'll be 10 weeks by the time I get to see the doc again and perhaps schedule a second ultrasound, and only then know exactly how far along I am. Mommy's feeling less sore breasts today, nausea and backaches were worse the last few days but today seems pretty allright. She doesn't take red meat very well but okay with last night's macaroni and bolognese sauce. Mommy also has been refusing most veges but wants cheesy food. Anything with cheese is good. Pastas good. Loves Uncle Toby's Oatcrisps. Craved Indomee (??) once for sahur! And today pestered Daddy for chicken kebab tonight. Actually Mommy wants pizza. Cheesy pizza but she knows it'll do more damage to her hips and waist.

I read some articles and books saying sleeping on my left side helps but I'm mostly comfortable sleeping on my right. In fact, that's how I sleep most time. Sometimes on my back to ease those backaches but mostly on my right.

Strangely today Mommy's feeling pretty comfortable and relaxed (do not disregard the crankiness). Maybe it's because last night she slept very well that when Daddy woke her up for "sahur", she got a bit annoyed with him. Though I do get weird dreams. In fact, I've been having dreams since Week 1, perhaps.

I feel slightly heavier. Bloated and constipate. Wants stuffed pastas with creamy sauce. Cannot stand the smell of Koda's food. Especially her soft food. Cannot stand Koda's smell when she's grooming.

Cannot stand Koda.

She's so 'gedik' sometimes.

Told you I'm cranky.