Firstly, I must admit. I've been thinking of baby names a lot that one night, I couldn't sleep so baby names kept playing in my mind. Second, I've been craving chocolates (but I always crave choc when I'm about to have my period) and cookies. I became a cookie-monster! Third, well there's the major mood swings, frequency to the bathroom, slight cramps and yesterday my breasts starts feeling slightly tender. Another funny thing is that I started wanting so badly to have a kitten. I know I've always wanted a cat but this time I felt so strong and stubborn about it that no one can talk me out of it. Everyone said no and reluctant about the idea but I certainly insists. If I am pregnant, I'll say my fourth pregnancy week I was busy hunting down a kitten =) And first and second week was cookie monster week!
So today I woke up early and made an appointment with the GP. She could schedule me 9.30am this morning but darling hubby insists he comes with me to see the doc so we had to reschedule it. We also have made arrangements for a kitten to arrive this Thursday on a flight from Perth with Jetpets. Arriving at 6.15pm.
If I am preggie, I certainly don't wanna miss any more weeks. I read few articles and calculate my own due date on this website. I am 5 weeks pregnant and you my little bub will be due on April 19th, 2009.
On Daddy-hood
I am smack 5 weeks pregnant today.
"Here I am two millimeters big. I am on the right and on the left my placenta will be formed."Fetal development in pregnancy week 5:embryo in second month The changes to your growing embryo are not quite as drastic this week as they've been in the last few weeks. Growth is now largely focused on their little head, which is starting to develop much more rapidly than the rest of their tiny body. This is because their amazing brain is undergoing some very crucial and rapid development in order to effectively regulate their heart rate, blood circulation, and other vital functions. As for the rest of their miniature body, what were simple limb buds last week are limb flippers this week and the tail is more expressed. Amazingly, within a mere five weeks your little miracle is already developing the rudimentary forms of their liver, pancreas, lungs, stomach and nasal pits while their little heart is already increasing its circulation. Your baby is now a whopping 4-6mm in length.
Your daddy made some delicious breakfast for me this morning. Tuna and scrambled egg roll with lots of vegies, snow pea sprouts, cherry tomatoes and olives. He certainly is happy to know about you though I don't think he believes me when I showed him the test results last night. On his defense, he said he pretty much expected it since I've missed my period this month. But since we're not fully sure about it, we are not telling anyone at home or making/thinking any preparations to your arrival. Though I've told Jules (she wanted a voice chat less than an hour after I've taken the test, how do I keep all the excitement away from her??) and dear Sharm when we were chatting online in the afternoon. I made dear hubby promise to take photos of my every month if I'm pregnant with you so we can watch your development in me.
I was disappointed (because we planned to have babies after a one-year marriage) for a few seconds in the beginning. I had wanted babies straightaway after our wedding but dear hubby said why not we enjoy ourselves first. So I had psyched myself up pretty good to be patient and wait (of course I was a little disappointed then but I would'nt want babies yet if he doesn't). So last night surely was a mixture of feelings. Plus with the imbalance hormonal levels, I cried a bit. I was so unsure and scared. I was googling "pregnancy" when those blurry eyes and stream of tears came down. It was then I felt sure I want babies. Not a very interesting shift of feelings, I tell you. To have gone from one feeling to the next especially when you've psyched yourself up and pretty sure about it. Though we were planning not to have babies for at least a year of married life, we were not being too careful about it either. So I suppose, the news shouldn't come so much of a surprise. Our family back home have certainly been asking about you continuously. They can't wait to have little khairul's or little miza's. So if I am pregnant now, imagine how ecstatic they will be! They had even volunteered to take care of you even before I conceive!
Well, we'll see what's to become after a confirm check-up from the GP =) Will keep you posted. Promise.
p/s: i keep the test result i took last night

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