Early Thoughts

Hamdi wrote on your Wall:

"miza! got bun in the oven belum? heheh
remember if boy is Hamdi Johar
heheh"

It's funny what I woke up to this morning. As though Hamdi knows what's going on, eh? =) See i told you many people are waiting for you. Trust me, that's not the first person asking.

While I stirred in bed just to come into full conscious, a jolt of worry and fear shot in. Then slowly I opened my eyes and think. Maybe it'll be okay, after all.

Last night Daddy and I were talking about where you should be delivered. We know by now your arrival in somewhere in April. 19th to be exact. And we also know most deliveries don't come by the exact date and that's just a guideline. Thoughts of the home you'd be coming into, the room you'd sleep in, what I should eat to ensure you get most nutritions, how Ramadhan would be like (it's next month, y'know), how Eid would be, how I would be carrying you for the next few months in this home, what type of car we should get now, some sofa chairs with comfortable seats when I'm already heavy with you, what's Mama's (my mother) reaction will be like, and Papa's, and Mama in KB, and my cousins and friends.. oh dear.. that's a lot of thought, isn't it? Well, it put me to sleep last night (not that I need thoughts to put me to sleep, it's so easy to fall asleep recently).

Ok I know I shouldn't be doing this just yet. But the 'excited' part of me can't wait! The appointment is at 11.30am tday. Daddy's still sleeping and he insists me knowing that he'd been having mood swings and fatigue yesterday. As if!

Sigh. We're happy. Very.

Though unexpected, we weren't terribly cautious about you. Nor were we planning about you either. I suppose it's just easy for me to get pregnant. Oh and Daddy too (he explains it doesn't just work one-way). Y'know they came up with many sorts of tools to get women pregnant nowdays. Many celebrities have them. Right now it is the trend of those celebs to be pregnant and have little toddlers. Shiloh, Suri, Knox and Vivien, Sunday Rose are the top baby celebs right now. Soon the movie Mama-mia showing. Celebs in Hollywood are coming out with bellies and popping out babies so I suppose it's the 'in' thing. Not that I'd want you to live lavishly like them or have them as role models. What's my point again? Oh yes.. some people work hard to get preggy and it sure surprises me how you're conceive so easily for us. To be honest, once or twice unprotected and there you are. Easy. I don't even have to count the days or check the calendar. Now it surely amazes (and saddens) me how some have to wait very long to have a baby. I know some took off work or quit just to have time resting at home to have one. I suppose we're very lucky people, eh? And we certainly can't wait for you.

But first, let us get ready and confirm your existence professionally =p