Monday, April 20, 2009

Date

Yesterday was so good.

Started off with a visit to the Farmer's Market. Bought all essentials before Mama n Papa's arrival, Tuesday morning. Veges, fruits, er.. more veges! Oh and a yummy strawberry milk for me n baby. Daddy had some too! He doesn't wanna miss it.. ;)

Then off to Burnside Village.
Bought more stuff for labour and delivery, more veges and fruits, some snacks and after finalizing our purchases, we went Cibo for one last date before your arrival. Before two turns three =) We had coffee and Foccacia melt and shared a yummy Krafen. Stayed there til they were half an hour before closing time. Unintentionally, of course. I don't think we've sat and talked like that for oh sooooo long! Love it!

By the time we reached home, it's laundry time. And did some finalizing touches to your cot. Then hung around til dinner time and wait anxiously for today to come.

I broke the news to my parents on Saturday morning. As usual (and as how parents are), they worry and tried finding words to assure me everything wil be fine. Only to make it worse! I think they're trying to convince themselves not to panic and worry. Papa wanted to change flights and come early etc etc. They're only 2 days away from arriving!! Only there's no available tickets. Well, they're parents. They do what they do, regardless. The only problem is, when I can sense their panic and worry, I get panicky and worrying too! And that's not good!! Luckily our superhero, your Daddy, seems calm, collected, prepared and confident (or at least I think he is!) If he starts to go ballistic on me, I probably won't be able to survive this on my own.

I'm off for a scheduled induction tonight.
Mommy's feeling:
Anxious
Excited
Scared
Worry
Ecstatic
Impatient

4.30am and I'm wide awake. Tossed and turned, then I got up an hour later to blog. I wonder what I'll do a week in the hospital without internet. I'd have you to keep myself entertained, I suppose.

I am jealous.
These past few days/weeks your Daddy has been getting lots of dreams about you. I've nothing to share! Either I'm too tired and knocked myself off, or I'm restless and cannot sleep. Sigh. We talked about all possibility traits and characters you'd inherit from us. I hope you get all our good sides. But if you don't, then heck, we absolutely love you anyway.

Koda turned one 3 days ago. We're so consumed with our tasks we forgot all about her! Anyway, we thought we're the only ones anxious for the baby's arrival. Apparently Koda's been agitated, restless and seeking attention from us more than usual! Now, I believe she has strong instincts but I don't think she know how to handle it well. Poor thing!

So wish me best of luck accompanying with doas.
I don't think I'd be able to update in few days time. Hopefully your Daddy won't be too tired to come home and update with pictures of you. In the meantime, thank you for all endless supports and wishes from readers and friends!

*crossing fingers*

1 comment:

Sher Sher said...

Hi Miza,

Don't know if this msg will be able to catch you before you go in for the LONG awaited precious addition to the family!

You must be feeling tonnes right now! Just wanted to give whatever support I can from afar!

I know you'll be a splendid mom! Even if you make mistakes, your child will still love you endlessly!

All the best ok! I pray that labor and delivery will be quick, safe, and perfect for you three!

lots of love,
sher